Lover.

There are times when you make love to the keyboard and then there are times when you just punch keys. Today seems to be the latter.

Oh My God, though. I have a load inside my head, it’s like a diarrhea of thoughts (excuse the analogy!) dying to be poured on paper but then, everything wants to come out at the same time.

Breathe, my dear thoughts. You need to be channelized.

Agenda of the day, everyday: Amaze yourself. I did yesterday. I had a moment when I felt proud of myself..I also had a moment when I pissed myself off. But then, that keeps happening, me and my alter ego have this special relationship. Murderous….one of us has to go. Or maybe we can find a way to live together. Only if the one who lives outside my body can deal with her.

I must name her something..I keep bringing her up, she is showing up very often too. What do we call her? The child that she is… I love her. I would call her Lover.

Welcome Lover. We can talk here.

INTOYOULENSFLARE

 

“The theme is blue” – the photographer plays dress up – part 1

It’s a weekend of birthday parties for me. Friday was a baby’s first and the theme was blue. As soon as someone invites you to a party with a theme, you mentally scan your entire wardrobe in a flash of a second and come to the conclusion that you have no clothes because the dresses in blue are hanging in the “will wear when i lose some weight’ corner. Life officially sucks. I am not a very “let’s dress up / what’s my OOTD??” kind of a person anyway. But wait a second, dig deeper, something definitely comes to the rescue. And it’s nice to make an effort sometimes. Now, blue is pretty darn easy! But when it comes to me – I have an issue with something on any given day. Yesterday, the issue (just as common as the theme) was weight 😀 But we managed. Me and my 59.5 kgs (as checked this morning, it was 60.5 last week, so I am happy anyway. The target is me being pretty fuckin ambitious but whatever – you can do anything and all that jazz.)

Let me share what I wore.

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A floral dress made out of my mom’s saari – I love it.

 

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Note to self : When in doubt, go for flowy florals and a stick a leg out, why not 😀

 

Someone loved it too *winkwink*

Please leave a comment and let me know what you think?? :*

The Haircut Diaries; A snippet.

Oh boy. Hi!

Getting back in the groove! Feeling sort of sane again and in my elements.

So let’s resume blogging – with a photo update from last weekend ~which was lovely~ But then, everything is.. when you are in louuve.

Somewhere along the way though, I lost touch with myself and got a tad too distracted with things, silly little things that took up a gigantic space in my life. Well, I let them.  Oh fuck the emojazz.

Anyway, presenting an experience from the last weekend. Oh the love for pictures will stay forever. Once a photographer, always a photographer.

And of course, VANITY RULES.

 

Cheers! To another weekend inching closer :*